stay CalmLy_Insane( " , )

29th Mac 2005

i hate the day...n so tonite..
especially when nothin is right...
i feel i need to give u might...
to tell how much i hate to fight...

i hate that day...n so last nite...
especially when u said goodNite...
i feel i lost n so not right..
to tell how much i need u tonite...

i hate the stars...n so the height...
especially when there is no light...
i feel i like u when uptight...
to tell how i much i wasn't right...

i hate these tears...n so this ice...
especially when it feels so wise...
i fell so numb n its been thrice...
to tell u need to throw this dice...

i hate to feel...n so to weep..
id rather scream n keep it deep...
u looked at me as i asleep...
u held me tight n whispered.....
..."Beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepppppppppppppppppppppp"...*


* beep beep is the sound on my phone when there is a missCall or sms message that got in...
its a reminder that someone did remember me n that there is nothin wrong wit my phone...(works perfectLy well...hehehe)..
but it pisses me off....cause usually by then i'm either asleep, bored or pissedOff cause waited muchMuch earlier for a reply....
n by the time that beepBeep goes..
i'm like "ScrewU!!!!!".....

note2Self_ this book im reading "the rhythm of anger"....
could this be the cause i'm lashin crazily over practically....
everything?......aish!
damn im hungry...( " , )


12.00 noon